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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

"I want to kill the enemy!"

Every morning, all the students assemble on the dusty school ground to say the morning prayer, sing songs, hear the Thought of the Day and announcements from the principal and to utter the pledge and sing the national anthem. The pledge goes as following (I know it by heart by now, having heard it around a hundred times I suppose):
“India is my country; all Indians are my brothers and sisters.
I love my country and I am proud of its rich and varied heritage.
I shall always strive to be worthy of my Motherland.
To my country and my people, I pledge my devotion.
In their well-being and prosperity alone lies my happiness“
Add these words with the complete uncritical and unlimited admiration of the Indian military and armed forces and the result is this: A student in my fourth class, Divyraj, who also lives in the children’s hostel, is a sweet and smiling boy with what I what call a very friendly nature. He loves listening to me telling ghosts stories or fairytales about dragons and brave princes and he is a very smart boy; he scored the highest marks in his class in the English exam. He smiles and laughs a lot and I really like him. But to my great regret he is one of the many boys who are completely fascinated with the thought of being an army man and killing the enemy, Pakistan that is. I recently made a worksheet for the fourth class and one of the questions asked them to write a short story about flying in a helicopter. This is his answer (I have copied it exactly as he wrote it, including the few mistakes): “One day when I would become a army man. One day I am flying in a helicoptor the pilot was a pakastani milatery so he take me to pakastan they beat me one hunter. I got angry. I kill everyone and I went to my home and I told everyone this accident with me.” Imagine if I Danish child had been writing something similar about killing all the Swedes or Norwegians… I know you cannot compare the countries, but it is just to illustrate the completely different mindsets. It is the same thing with a boy in my sixth class also from the hostel; Virendra is his name. He is so full of life and good ideas, is great in creative writing and I always enjoy talking to him and he is definitely one of my favourite students in class sixth. But unfortunately, he is just as brainwashed as Divyraj. I have had discussions with both of them in the hostel about the army, and Virendra is completely convinced that if the Indian army does not fight against Pakistan about Jammu and Kashmir (the northern state of India, which Pakistan and India has been fighting about for ages. It is currently deserted because of the wars and there is still no official solution), then Pakistan will attack and conquer the whole of India. “I want to fight the enemy!” he proclaims with loud voice and adds without a flinch that he wants to kill all the Pakistanis. All my attempts to tell them that they are also people, that war is wrong and that it is just a piece of worthless land and that Pakistan would never want to take the whole of India peels off like water on goose feathers. In my last discussion with both Virendra and Divyraj I told them about Jahnvi and Jehangir both my 2nd years at Red Cross Nordic. Jahnvi is from India and Jehangir is Pakistani and they were best friends in the college and I believe, still are. Virendra reacted to this piece of information with denial. “No, it is impossible, it cannot be,” he simply repeated and my confirmation that it was true did not penetrate at all. I always get very frustrated when I have these talks with the boys, because there is nothing I can do to make them change their view. I am up against a whole mentally of morning pledges, national anthem and massive military propaganda. There are military school were primary school boys are trained to fit the army from a very early stage on. Currently, the Indian army counts 10 million soldiers and the government uses 14% of all expenses on the army.
The principal-madam’s husband is a captain in the army, and a few weeks back he visited the school, because he wanted to have a little presentation about ‘the opportunities available in the military’ for interested boys and girls from class sixth to tenth. Driven by my expectation to be provoked, I attended the presentation. It consisted of the man telling the students that the army was the best carrier option AT ALL in India. “It is a very good life”, he said. He was emphasising these facilities: Free accommodation (the colourless barracks), free food (we used to compare the food of RCN with military food when it was at its worse), free clothing (the uniforms and probably not the most comfy material) and free transport service (the two times a year they get a chance to go home) and medical help (after being injured because you are wasting your life running around in a constant mock war). Additionally, one would have the honourable job to serve one’s country and if one died, the family could be very proud of the sacrifice. I couldn’t restrain myself, so I asked a couple of questions which had a hidden hint of criticism in them, but I doubt anyone noticed it. I asked the captain if he really thought there was a risk that Pakistan would attack India within the next few years and he replied yes, you never know, they might. When I asked him to elaborate on the reason behind such an attack, he ‘explained’ to me that the Pakistani president could easily throw a war against India, if he himself was becoming unpopular in his own country so to lead the attention towards the war and away from his own descending power. If this explanation is all it takes to convince people that a war is likely, then I understand the vast support for the military protection of the country.
I asked the five big boys in the hostel from ninth and tenth class the same evening, if they considered joining and it turned out almost all of them had thought about it as a good option and they certainly all supported it. One of them even told me that yes, it is better to spend these massive amounts of money on providing weapons for the army than on the many poor people in India and that it would only be an honour to die for your country. This lie has killed so many people throughout history and yet the false tunes are exactly the same. And don’t think that this view is only held by the boys. I had a talk with one of the sweetest girls in my sixth class, Isha, who wants to become an airforce pilot. To my horror, she told me that she thought it was the right thing to kill Pakistanis even though she recognized that they were also just people like you and me. She is not only a girl, but furthermore a Muslim, but yet she seemed to have the same disturbed image of Pakistanis being the root to all the evil in India. I am sure you can find exactly the same view of Indians on the other side of the border.
This whole military business makes me very frustrated, because I am so utterly and totally against wars and militaries and all the propaganda crap about honour and ‘the enemy’. No one seems to see the wrong thing in having a job, which’s only function is to train you to destroy other people’s lives, not only the ones you kill, but whole families and homes. It makes me very sad that these otherwise wonderful children have these depressing and distorted views. The only person who has expressed the same feelings in this matter as I hold, is our loved friend and neighbour, the 82 year old man, Mister Mohan. He follows a spiritual movement and believes that we are all brothers and sisters no matter skin colour, race, religion or any other reason to have a ‘us’ and ‘them’. But he is the exception and I can do nothing but sit back and wonder why human beings never learn from the mistakes of the past.

8 Comments:

At 3:32 AM, Blogger grzegorz said...

just dropping by to say: merry christmas to you!

grzesiek

 
At 11:04 PM, Blogger pabhc said...

En lille "hejsa" fra København. Liv, vi savner dig så meget! Du må snart kommer tilbage så vi kan snakke og drikke hele aften i min lejlighed ;)

Lidt af hvert, Tilykke med din fodselsdag!! Glædelig Jul, og snart.. Godt Nyt År!!! Når du kommer tilbage, vi skal fejre det hele! ok? Det er rigtige meget, men så kan vi opdatere hinanden :D

Knus og Kram!

Pablo og Louise

PS. Det var kun Pablo som skrev det hele.

PS2. Mere knus og kram!

 
At 10:19 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Liv,

Happy Birthday!

It was very interesting to read your last paragraph. Last year they didn't recite the pledge to their country, but I recognize all the other little facts and comments. I remember asking Ashish from class 4 and Virendra ("your" Virendra), what they wanted to become. Virendra, obviously, wanted to become a soldier. "Why", I asked. "To kill my enemies". "And who are your enemies?" "All pakistanis." "So you would also kill children? Children who are like you?" "Yes, they are pakistanis and our enemies". Hen I asked Ashish, a very intelligent boy as well. "I want to be a scientist". "great", I though, "finally somebody who doesn't want to be a soldier/engineer/doctor." "and what would you want to invent?". " A powerful weapon that can kill all pakistanis". My last words to him before I left were to become a great scientist and invent things that don't harm, but actually help people. I doubt that he still remembers these words.
It's sad how these children have been brainwashed for years already. They don't know why Pakistan is their enemy, they just know that she IS. And thats reason enough to kill everybody.
I'm particularily shocked by Isha's attitude. As you said, she is Muslim. Once she invited us to her house and we met her grandfather, an old, very intelligent, open-minded man. He was the one who wanted Isha to go to Fabindia School, who thinks that girls have as much right to a good education as boys, etc. When we talked to him he told us that his family IS ooriginally from Pakistan and that he would love to visit the country of his ancestors. He was extremly happy, when a new train line from Rajasthan to Pakistan opened. I though Isha would share his thoughts...

But again- if a child hears everyday that pakistan is bad, if teachers teach how evil that country is- obviously they will be influenced by that!
Liv, did you read that poem in the class 5 reader? It gies like "She is a rich and fair land, she is a rich and rare land, this native land of mine. No men than hers are braver, ... I don't remmember how it continues, but it's along the ilnes... I will always be ready to die for my country, that is the most wonderful country on earth. And this poem can be found in a normal textbook for 10- year olds!

Anyway- I'm happy to hear that Divyraj is still such a good student and that Virendra is still at Fabindia (last year he said he would go to one of those military schools) and that he still invents "crazy" stories. Say hi to them:-)

Enjoy the holidays,

Johanna

 
At 7:33 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Liv,
My name is Lara. I volunteered at the Fabindia school a few years ago with Jeanette, who I got your info from. I hope all is well. If I can be of any help email me at lara_darrow@hotmail.com
take care!

 
At 11:29 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hej Liv!

Det er meget spændende at læse om forholdende i Indien, men det er også meget rystende at høre om deres syn på militær og krig. Jeg kan godt forstå at det må være lidt frygteligt ikke at kunne trænge igennem til dem med andre synspunkter.

Nå, men jeg vil egentlig bare sige rigtig godt nytår! Jeg håber I har det godt alle 3!

Knus Jacob

 
At 3:16 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Kære Liv ,vi har læst med interresse. Ønsker dig GODT NYTÅR
Kæeligst Farmor & Farfar

 
At 5:51 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

We read many of your blogs, as they were onforwarded to us by your farfar. We are sure you have a good time in India.
Regards, Annelise and Werner

 
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